Tuesday, February 19, 2008

Frustrated Ramblings

Here I am, sitting at the computer at 3:00 in the morning trying to get some work done, yet again, when I thought that I would try to break up the monotony by working on my blog. Today was one of those days... we've all had them. The kids were happy (or were they), but I was trying to accomplish a few things around the house, none of which I did. (Okay, I did get the kitchen clean!) It seemed like I was cleaning all of the same messes because I would clean something in one room and then leave it to clean something in another room, only to return and find that the mess that I had just cleaned in the previous room had magically reappeared! Why do our kids have to be so great at making messes, but when it comes to cleaning up after themselves, they throw a huge tantrum. This is my life until Steven grows out of this phase. Margaret is so indecisive on whether she wants to take one or two naps a day, making everyday's schedule unpredictable and annoying. She would not let me put her down today, unless she was sitting in her highchair eating something. Even then, by 3:00 she was miserable over every little thing and I simply could not figure out what the problem was. I finally decided to put her down around 4:30 (or was it 5:00... everything's a little fuzzy) and she took a 20 minute power nap that helped immensely. Will she do that again tomorrow... probably not!

Don't get me wrong, I love my kids very much and I'm so glad to be home with them, but sometimes I just need a little "me" time. Even to just be able to use the restroom in peace without Margaret trying to rip all of the toilet paper off of the roll or Steven coming in to tell me that his train has wheels. Just for five minutes... sigh ...

2 comments:

Julie Gropp said...

I feel your pain! Motherhood can definately be frustrating and monotonous at times. But aren't they wonderful when they are sleeping! That is why I scrapbook, so when I am really feeling crazy I can look at the layouts or pictures and think "aren't they so cute!"

Kristi said...

I have these days too...I feel like I'm running in circles. Chandler is a great helper but Kennedy absolutely refuses. When I ask her to clean up her toys she says, "But they're too heavy" or "I'm tired" or "There are too many, I can't carry them all!" Funny how making the mess is more fun than picking it up. But regarding Margaret's crying I think that this is just part of the great girl drama that you will come to know more fully over the coming years! Kennedy is a sweet, loving and smart child but she is ALL girl and ALL drama...nothing takes place without a gallon of tears. It's hard being a parent, but it is all worth it as you very well know. We'll have to get together after the baby is born. I'm due tomorrow so hopefully he decides to come out soon!